Give thanks to the Lord for He is good, let praise always be on your lips and forgiveness in your heart for all those who have hurt you and for those who are lost and need to know the truth, Jesus Christ himself.

"T" stands for trust and truth, both are found in Christ. so as you reads this post. I want you to know, God is also faithful, loves you more than you can imagine, and will always keep His promises and word. What he say will come forth in power and glory and in His time not ours, and it is always perfect.. His know your past, your present, and your future. You can trust Him with your life, your health and finances. He is your Father and best friend and He will never leave you. Even when you feel alone, you are not. Just call out to Him, by faith, and He will listen and  meet you in every situation. But you also have to be patient, He want to see if you really trust Him, most people give up to soon and miss out because of it.

I know this is all true, In all my 73 years God has never failed me or left me. Even though there were times I thought and felt he had, but it was my own fears that had cause me to doubt His word and love.

This past year I have done very little ministry, mostly waiting on God and living within His rest. But it has been very challenging, because I am so use to being busy doing something constructive. Men like to see something they accomplished, and that goes for me too. I wanted to go back to Mexico, but everything seem to be stopping me. First the phenomena, then the virus and the lock downs, then the fires on the west coast, then more virus  lockdowns on the west coast

I felt I was to prepare my van to be ready to go and when I did I found the $2,300 I thought I had lost a year ago, but then my van wouldn't start--another delay. I finally had it towed, and fixed and it only cost $200. But then the 2020 election and more virus lock down. So much waiting and disappointments I wondered if I would every leave Washington. The biggest disappointment came with the final results of the election. We all thought Trump would win a second term, especially according to prophecies spoken by several prophets.

It looks like I may never go back to Mexico, because of the immigration issue, and maybe it best, so now I'm looking at shipping my van to Chile in the Spring where English is spoken as a second language in that country.  

As I look back, I realize that God wanted me to have a place and roof over my head while I waiting on God's timing. I was glad I still had a good relationship with my ex-wife and able to stay in her house, and I was able to help her with a number of projects around the house and yard. plus cook our meals while she worked full time.

However, this past month, I began to questioned over and over in my mind and even spoke them out loud, the things that God had said to me, about my life and how He was going to bless America and world. And when they would ever come to pass, I had become very discouraged. 

Then one night I had a dream, and in that dream there was a man who had changed his word on a price he had agreed to sell me a stereo amplifier. I said to the man, you gave your word, but he didn't want to stick to it. I realized it was just a stereo, but I still became angry, because he did keep his word. And then I woke up -- end of dream. But I was still feeling angry, and I spoke out loud, "why am I so angry God"... And then He said , " it's because you feel I have not kept my word." Wow, it was true, I repented and said I was sorry for not trusting what you have said. 

The Bible  say "His ways our not our ways, nor our our thoughts." We often think we've got God all figured out, when we really don't. He is loving and faithful no matter what we think. "Neither would His words return void." We just have to wait and trust.