Year In Reflection

The past is the past! Nothing can change it or what happened, no matter how much we would like to. But would we really want to? Most of those situations, made us who we are today. Whether we like our self or not— how we think, feel and act all derived from our past choices. Only, what we do and/or say today, can change or effect what we will be tomorrow.

This past year of 2009, began as a year of great expectations for me. I believed, I had made some good choices then, but before the year was half over, things began to changed. Thoughts of prosperity, giving, blessing and ministry all took a different turn than what I had expected. The last half of the year, seemed like survival. I began to realize and feel like I had step out into free-fall. Jesus had said, "Come" and so I did. But I didn't expect what happened. I was trusting Him, Now I was hoping, that He was going to catch me before I hit the ground. It's been a long ways, but He has assured me that He is with me all the way, reassuring that every promise He made would be fulfilled, even if I didn't see or feel it at the time.

When God speaks I listen and try to obey, my spirit man says, "Amen, so be it!" But later, my flesh sometimes wanted to scream, "Help me" or "God, where are you?" And then He reminds me again, "I'm still with you. Do you trust me?" My answer is still, "Yes!" So now, I'm thanking Him for things unseen as though they were.

Jesus changed my expectations into clarification of relationship and destiny this past six months. So now, I'm making choices to leave the old and familiar for a better future—to go where no man has gone before. But more significant, knowing what will happen is not as important as knowing Jesus and who I am. The Bible says, "the steps of a righteous man are order by the Lord." So by faith I'm taking those steps each day, for tomorrow and next year and the years after that. And I'm taking bigger ones each time; knowing everything I do with Him in 2010, has already been accomplished—because with God there is no time restraints. And 2010 was an awesome year. Hope it was for you too.

Thank you, Jesus, for a wonderful and happy new year.

Breaking Traditions

My wife and I have been attending a small pentecostal church for about a year. I prefer home churches more than organized churches for reasons I have already stated on my blog. But the small church is where God has me for now.

A couple months ago, I didn't partake in their communion service. It was not because I quit believing, but because it was a matter of conscience. Each person should examine his or her own heart as to what they are doing and why they are doing it. But, what I have seen over the years has bothered me greatly—even in the larger churches that we had attended in the past. I have been grieved by how this sacred covenant rite has been abused, both by ministers and by members (including myself in the past).

Here are some serious questions you may want to consider. Do you know the true meaning of the covenant involved with communion? Have you taken communion so often that the true meaning has been lost or has been made common? Have you ever taken communion when you didn't want to or didn't feel right about it, but you did anyway because of others around you? Or did you take it when you were not even thinking about Jesus at the time? Has taking communion felt more like a habit or a tradition to you? What do you do when you are visiting another church? Do you still take it when you have some issue with God or with someone else? Is the fear of what people may think more important than what God thinks? Has your partaking of communion become hypocritical?

The Communion covenant is a prophetic reminder of what Jesus did in his sacrifice and the cost involved in our serving of God. Our partaking of the covenant should mean that His blood is on our hands if we prove to be unfaithful to Him. It is a blood covenant. We have chosen to come into an agreement with those same terms as his disciples did — to deny self and take up our cross and follow Him... to our death. Jesus had asked his disciples if they were able to drink of the same cup as He would. And they agreed, out of a curtain amount of ignorance—just as we have. The "cup" represented the cost; the shedding of Jesus' blood for them. Even hours later, Jesus himself in the Garden of Gethsemane, was still struggling with "the cup" and the terms, even to the very point of sweating blood. (Luke 22: 42-44)

Jesus told his disciples to "do this in remembrance of me." The word "remember" is also a covenantal word; it means to think back—in this case to the cost or the requirements. Covenant agreements were usually sealed with a meal (bread and wine). In communion it is the "eating of His flesh" and the "the drinking of His blood," represented by the bread and the wine. By doing so, we become one with Him and with the Body of Christ to the extent of our willingness to lay down our lives for His sake, the Gospel, and our brothers.

Yet today, some casually offer and take communion as if it were some kind of tradition or ritual that has to be preformed before they can move on to the next program, the next song, the offering, the sermon and onto the "finish line" (exit sign to the real world). I know that seems crude, but let's be honest here. Seriously think about it. Communion should not be taken lightly, because it is a matter of life and death. There are serious consequences (involving health) for everyone involved. (I Cor. 11:27-32). Apostle Paul warns us to "examine ourselves" and, "to judge the body rightly" (the church), that we are connected to. When we don't do this we can open the door for judgment. (This is a major problem in big churches — very little intimate fellowship and often lots of hidden secrets.) Is there a lot of sickness in your church? Maybe this is one of the reasons.

I have seen a number of problems in churches over the years regarding the communion service. Mainly, it doesn't look anything like the example Jesus gave. He said, "remember," but we seem to have forgotten. I have divided the problems into four areas: When, How, Who, and Attitude, the most important being attitude surrounding covenant. Many ministers and organizations have struggled with these same issues. To solve the problems they simply establish certain rules and guidelines, and the ministers seem to be content with that. When in truth each minister and member should be asking God what He would have them do, instead of following other men's guidelines.

First, is when do we have communion? The scripture says, "as often as you think of me," Yet, Jesus only had it one time with his disciples after being with them for over three years. That in itself should be a note of caution, considering there was a traitor in the group. However to solve the problem of when, religious organizations have come up with guidelines, suggesting once a month; and most ministers have followed suit. Usually the first Sunday of the month is the religious guideline, and it has become a tradition, with a few exceptions.

The second problem is twofold—the unleavened bread and how to serve it? It seems that the bigger the church is, the bigger the problem is—but religious people are very resourceful. "Then the Lord took bread and blessed it," He then broke it and gave it to them to divide between the disciples and said, "this is My body." We've come a long way from one loaf of baked unleavened bread to tiny individual crackers or bread bits. What happened to the loving act of women baking break, or the human touch of the elders in breaking the bread? Today, churches have become very "hands off" and germ conscience. Everything has to be just right, decent, neat and safe.

Yet Jesus' body hung naked on a rugged cross, broken, plucked, beaten, torn, shredded and pierced for us. (Nothing was neat about His death.) When Jesus fed the five thousand plus people, he broke the bread and handed it to his disciples to divide. Afterward they picked up the leftover pieces. (I don't think it was for the birds.)

Now the question about the wine and how to serve it? "Then, the Lord took the cup and He gave thanks..." Again organizations of big churches lead the way and the smaller churches follow. Since wine was forbidden in their doctrines, grape juice became the standard. (This would be a shocker to the early church). Then came the matter of how to dispense it, since there was no alcohol to kill any possible germs. The small whiskey shot glass with modifications, became "the cup" of preference , considering people's fears and lack of faith. (There are lessons to be learned in the "crushing" of the grape and the waiting until the time is right for the purpose for which it is meant to be used. This concept is how God tries to work, and how he instills truths into our lives.)

The third problem is who should partake of communion? The answer is really quite simple. All who have the desire to love and obey Jesus with all their hearts. However, many churches have tried to teach their members that whenever a person becomes a Christian, that person may participate in communion; they also tell people that parents should determine whether their children are old enough and whether their children understand the meaning of communion. But there seems to be very little discernment or accountability from ministers regarding the behavior of their flock or the behavior of new people coming in to meetings. Often people are living in sin and still participating in communion, also influencing others around them. This is a serious problem, especially in larger churches—and such a church body will be judged by God. There is often little available time for ministers to get to know their flock when they are in their offices or in meetings. Discernment comes by being on one's face before God and being out among the flock like a Shepard, examining each sheep as often as possible, and not just greeting people or shaking a few hands. The minister also needs to be interceding for his flock, and needs to be on guard for danger. He should not take things for granted until it's too late and the damage is done. Ministers should not feel obligated to serve everyone in order to maintain respectability, nor leave the members or adults to judge for themselves. It would help if we all confessed our sins one to another (and this includes ministers), ...so that you may be healed. (James 5:16). This would give the body an opportunity to be complete or be made whole.

Fourth, and most important I believe is our Attitude. Look at the attitude and what Jesus did, before and after communion that night. First, "He loved them to the end. I earnestly desired to have this meal with you." Then He got up, "and began to wash the disciples' feet..." Then he gave instructions. "For I gave you an example that you should do as I did to you."(John 13:15). Then He predicted the future by saying, "Truly, truly, I say one of you will betray me..." (John Ch.13:21). Jesus was discerning the body of believers. We need to take the proper time to prepare our hearts before God. The wrong attitude only adds to the other three problems. If our attitude is right, then by faith it doesn't really matter what is eaten (regular bread, crackers, or pretzels) or the drink (any fruit juice, fruit blends, or Kool-Aid if necessary). What matters is the heart, who you're with and why. Don't you agree? And it should be done by faith, when we are led by the Holy Spirit.

Note—a week from today will be one of the most holy days for the majority of Christians around the world—Christmas. This is another tradition fueled by emotions and deception, just as Easter. I have chosen to follow Jesus and not Christianity (a religion which seems to be based mostly on doctrines and traditions of men, rather than on the TRUTH, Jesus Christ). I will continue to love people and pray that their eyes be opened to the lies and deceptions, even as God opened many other people's eyes, including mine. So for now, I will obey God who has asked me to turn my focus on reaching the lost and not the saved. Next year, 2010, will be a year of big changes (for me, others and the world), but it will all begin with small steps of obedience, steps that I'm taking now. You can also begin today by taking small steps of obedience and trust in the loving Heavenly Father. God Bless You, and have a great new year.

Birthday Parties

"Happy Birthday to you... and many more." Almost everyone loves birthdays parties, especially children; all the attention, presents and the decorations. However, I wonder sometimes if we have gone too far from what I have seen. What are we really doing or trying to establish? Why all the parties and when are we and children too old for all that personal attention? Sometimes people start something and then don't know how to stop it, and then feel guilty if they try to or the children get all upset, because their friends still have birthday parties. So it somehow becomes a tradition for many families. And some people just have a hard time saying, no to themselves or others.

Parents today love spoiling their children and grandparents are usually the worse. Sometimes children get so much, it's just like Christmas. But, is this really good for them and do they really appreciate the time, effort and value of all that is done for them? Obviously the younger ones don't understand the meaning of all this, they just want more presents and ice cream. But, are we setting a precedent that will regret later in life.

It's a challenge for many parents today to even get their kids to clean up their messy room, with all the stuff they been given— now lying all over the floor, stepped on /or broken. As a result many young people today have the same careless attitude and seem to expect a lot more in return for little work or effort.

When I was a kid I had a couple of birthday parties at home with some friends invited from school and I enjoyed them. But most of the times it was just our family, with cake and ice cream and a gift or two that came after the song, "Happy Birthday." But now I'm older and a couple generations wiser, things have changed a lot. In many families these day, children show little appreciation and more disrespect. So when is enough, enough? I realize that everyone has a "birth" day and calenders to remind us. But, as Christians how should we view birthdays. What does the Bible have to say about birthdays or birthday parties?

Nothing is said about birthdays; and birthday parties or birthday celebrations are mentioned only three times. Once in the New Testament and twice in the Old Testament. In all three accounts something bad happened. The first one, involves Job's children. They were all at a party and the roof collapsed, killing all of them. The other two situations involved two kings. The results of the first one was Pharaoh, hanging his chief baker (Gen. 40:20) and the other one, Herod, consenting to the death of the prophet, John the Baptist (Mark 6:21). The only other thing remotely connected to birthdays, was the age of some men in the old testament; when they died and none in the new testament. Hardly a glowing report for having a birthday party.

So my question still is, why do we have birthday parties? True everyone has a birth day, even Adam and Jesus. But is that a reason to have a birthday party? Jesus never told his disciples to remember or celebrate His birthday or theirs. Obviously, it is something that has evolved out of traditions where man have chosen to recognize and honor someone.

God, desires to honor all his children and show should we. And I have nothing against birthdays, parties or honoring people. But, what our responsibility is as Christian parents and what the world does, is another story. What the world does has a tendency to influence many Christians. The world is party crazy. But, as sons of God, shouldn't we be led by the Holy Spirit, not the world? The Bible tells us not to love the things or the ways of the world. (II Tim 1:7)

I believe parents should love and honor their children everyday. We should bless them and give them gifts, just as our Heavenly Father does. But it's the annual parties that seem to get out of hand, even the one they claim is Jesus' birthday (Christmas). Is that what God really wants us to do?

I believe many societies, especially Americans, have gone overboard regarding parties (parties for every occasion). Many parents smother their children with gifts of toys and clothing, starting from age one on up. And as adults many still go overboard by indulging themselves with junk food and birthday gifts, (big TVs, cars, RVs and boats) and the credit card balances show it.

Another area that concerns me is the things that are done at parties. From my experience at parties, even in Christian homes, conversation are seldom about Jesus or the Kingdom God. And then there are activities and traditions that come from pagan and worldly traditions. Blowing lit candles out on a cake and making a wish, sound more like a fairy tale concept that God would not look to highly on. The same goes for Pinatas. Yet many of these things people don't even give a second thought about where it originated or what God would think it? You may think what's the harm, its all pretend. It's called perversion. Also as many get older, those kinds of activities can hinder ones faith and can invite a spirit of discontentment. As a result many are not grateful for what they already have and "wish" for more.

As Christians, we are not to think, speak or act the way the world does. We are to live by faith not sight. We should also be led by His Spirit, as to how we honor one another, not out of habits or traditions. God is for love and honor. Again, I don't think it's wrong to have parties or celebrations, but it wouldn't be wise for us to pray and consider about how and when we do it?

Here's something else to consider. I knew a man, who wasn't wealthy. On his 30th birthday, he invited about 30 guest, I was one of them. The invitation he sent stipulating, "no gifts, please." After all the guest arrive, he gave each one of them a very nice and different gift. He wasn't thinking about himself but his guest. Maybe its something we should consider sometime.

The Fear of Man

After the fall of Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden, all living creatures developed a fear of man, including the race of mankind. But it was never meant to be. From the beginning of creation, we and the animals were meant to live in harmony with one another and with our loving Creator. The fateful day of mankind's fall changed everything. Now, thousands of years later, we all have the need of reprogramming by the Holy Spirit, as to learn that the only one to be feared is the Lord himself.

"The fear of the Lord, is the beginning of wisdom."

Proverbs 9:10

There are some people who boast that they're not afraid of anything or anyone. But their actions, and many of our actions, seem to imply otherwise. Many people today live in an environment of fear, the "what if this or that were to happen" scenario. Others have phobias. Some have the fear of failing. However, every one of us have been trapped at one time or another by fears. It seems that for the majority of people, the fear of man is the worst kind of fear, only surpassed by the fear of death. Most of our actions or reactions stem from our thoughts of what other people may think, say or do. Only when we are willing to make decisions contrary to other people's opinions, including the majority, have we succeeded in overcoming the fear of man.

Many people today, especially in western civilization, are overly conscious of their actions and appearance. Celebrities, politicians, the rich, etc., have a great deal of influence on society's choices and decisions. The advertising and marketing industry also contributes to the fears. It's all about perception. People want to look good, feel good and "WOW" others. Most people would prefer that other people like them and accept them; approval is important. Some people are willing to go to great extremes to try to keep their jobs, looks, family or relationships together, all from of fear of losing them. (This emotional bondage can be very painful and terrifying.) The amount of time and preparation some people spend thinking about and/or getting ready to meet other people is incredible—just for going out on a date, on an interview, or perhaps a company dinner. Nothing is wrong with appearance or acceptance, but for many people it stems from the pride and the fear of rejection.

For the most part, we would like to get along with one another, even when we have differences of opinion. Sometimes we can do that by talking, negotiating and making concessions. (Choosing the right words and using the right tone of voice can also be helpful). Many times our differences deal with politics or religious beliefs. We need to learn to be patient and loving in order to get along. It seems the easiest thing for most of us to do is just go along with the crowd. "Don't make waves," people say. Especially when it comes to the boss, wife, or the church. That may be a nice gesture, but it is also usually a poor decision that can lead to future problems and/or outbursts from pent-up feelings.

When a man is placed in the role of leadership (whether political, business, church or marriage), he has been given the responsibility by God to do what he believes to be right (hopefully by listening to the Lord and sometimes godly counsel). Leadership is a great responsibility. Sometimes it requires us to be peacemakers, and that is good. But if we are not careful we can make big mistakes if fear is the motivation. Making right decisions is more important than keeping others happy. And it is the surest test of responsible leadership.

Why do people care so much about what others think or say? It's simple really, because we like or love them and would like them to feel the same about us. But, whose opinion or whose honor should matter the most? God's or man's? (Acts 5:29). Is there the possibility that some of our actions or non-actions come from fear and fearful hearts? The Bible teaches us that broad is the road that leads to destruction and narrow is the path that leads to life. Fears seek to control our destinies. The fear of man is the broad road. The fear of God is the narrow path.

In the Gospels, we repeatedly find situations where the Pharisees feared the people and at other times the people feared the Scribes and Pharisees. It may seem silly to us that they fear one another, yet 2000 years later we're not much different; every one of us seems to have failed many times because of fear. Only Jesus was completely successful in being fearless regarding anything or anyone. That is why it is important that we learn from Jesus how to break the fears that bind hearts and minds.

Throughout my life I have often battled this enemy—the fear of man/woman. As a former professional artist and teacher, I tried to please my customers and students because that was how I made a living. Before I was married I tried to please women. Now that I'm married I have a greater responsibility, and I would still like to please my wife and make her happy, but it doesn't mean I have always made the right decisions.

Whether it's a stranger, customer, friend or spouse, as sons of God our first obligation is to obey the Lord, regardless of what anyone else thinks, even though we may love them. I have not been as successful at that as I would have liked. Even though I love my wife, communication has not been one of my strong suits. I have often delayed in communicating things God wanted me to do or say, because I knew they would make her unhappy or cause an argument. I kept putting it off by making excuses to myself (There were some consequences, I learned later on, that because of my fears, it hindered my hearing and God communicated less with me.) During those times I felt like a coward and was often frustrated by my fear of telling her. But, I'm slowly learning to communicate, and God has been very patient with the both of us.

Even when I write these articles, some are very personal and sometimes I would prefer to be seen for impressive actions and great revelation knowledge. But I'm just a simple man who loves God, and by faith I try to do the right things. There are times when I don't like revealing my weaknesses or mistakes. Nor do I like writing things that have the possibility of hurting people or friends. I realize that sometimes I might write things that offend people (though such is not my intention), but I believe the truth needs to be told; hopefully I will do it with the right spirit. Therefore, I will continue to write what I believe God wants me to, and try to say it the way He wants. I will let the chips fall where they may.

Jesus is the best example to follow to help us overcome the fear of man.

There are many examples in the Bible of what happened to people who yielded to the fear of man. Here are some examples:

• Aaron — the first high priest of Israel. He made the Golden Calf (Israel's first idol) for the children of Israel to worship. He did so because he feared and, listened to the voice of the people." (Ex 32:21-25)
• King Saul — the first King of Israel. He disobeyed God and he, "...feared the people and listened to them." (I Sam. 15:24). God regretted that he had made Saul king of Israel.
• Simon Peter — the first leader of the Church. He denied knowing Jesus three times, because he feared the accusations of the people. (Luke 22:54-63)
• Caiaphas — the last High Priest of Israel mentioned in the New Testament. But, because of fear he, "...advised the Jews that it was expedient for one man to die on behalf of the people." (John 18:14). It was also a prophecy.
• Pontius Pilate — the governor of Israel. He feared the crowds that were insisting on the death of Jesus, the Son of God and King of the Jews. Luke 23:24 reads, "And Pilate pronounced sentence that their demand be granted."

Here's something to think about: Whether you are a man or a woman, the next time you hesitate to speak up about what God is saying to you or asking you to do, maybe it would be a good idea to ask Jesus to reveal the true source or sources of your fears or hesitancy. Then repent from them, so as to avoid them in the future. Also, ask that Jesus teach you how to deal with those fears, and instead learn to fear the Lord and honor Him.

A New Creation

"When Jesus becomes our Passover, we are born again into a new world. To Israel it was a physical change; to us it is a spiritual change. The external conditions and surrounding may remain the same, but we do not. The externals appear different, but it is because our eyes are new! When one is born again, he begins to see the Kingdom of God (John 3:3). This is a far more glorious deliverance. Moses led Israel out of Egypt in one day, but "Egypt" (the way of the world) still remained in Israel. Through Christ "the world has been crucified to me, and I to the world" (Gal. 6:14). Jesus takes Egypt out of the heart and replaces it with a new country — the Kingdom of God. The seed of Cain, religious man, is forever seeking to make the world a better place in which to live. Christ changes men so that they might be able to live in the world. The carnal man seeks to change men by changing the world. The spiritual man seek to change the world by changing men."

Rick Joyner, There were Two Trees in the Garden

A Time for Tears

Last Friday night, Sheldon and I went for a walk in downtown Portland, Oregon. We had earlier gone to a Worship and Intercession meeting, but after being there a short time we decided to leave. It wasn't where God wanted us to be.

We had both been feeling down—grief and sorrow mainly. Circumstances in our lives had been challenging to say the least, but this past week, they had been especially hard on Sheldon David, who is a very sensitive person. The main reasons for both of our grief dealt with deception in the church and the actions of certain individuals we both knew. One person chose to change direction in ministry and separate from us, another had just sent an email to justify his former homosexual lifestyle, after knowing Jesus Christ for over 15 years. (This friend had recently found a church, where cheap grace was taught. It is very sad to see people seduced by some of the theology that is being preached in some churches today.)

So to get out of the "down" mood, the Lord suggested to Sheldon to go downtown Portland and "walk it off." When we got there, we both anointed our shoes with oil, prayed and walked the streets in the heart of the city. It was a mild Friday night and the streets were alive with activity. The smell of food, alcohol and cigarettes lingered in the air along with the traffic noise.

Many people and families were gathering in the numerous restaurants, bars and taverns that lined the streets; you could hear them laughing and talking. Others were just standing or sitting in groups alongside the sidewalks, talking and drinking. Some were alone with their "friend," the bottle, wrapped in a brown paper bag. And then there were the occasional homeless panhandlers both hoping for and asking for donations before looking for a place to sleep. Most people we walked by were totally oblivious to the awesome God who loved them, and equally oblivious of the two men who walked the streets interceding on their behalf. Seeing so many lost and hurting souls helped take both of our minds off our problems.

After walking for about ninety minutes, we were almost back to the car when we walked past another panhandler. This one was a young teenage girl sitting up against a post, next to the curb. Before we saw her, I had been thinking about what I had heard someone say to the previous panhandler, "Sorry, I have nothing to give." I understood the meaning of those words, but they still grieved my heart as I pondered them. I prayed in my heart, "Only you can change that, Father." I thought how unfortunate it would have been if Apostle Peter had said those same words to the lame man who was begging at the temple gate. (Acts 3:1-10). So as we passed the young girl, I also wondered to myself if her parents knew where she was or even cared?

I had to go back. I had to do more or at least say something.

I remembered how my wife and I felt when our daughter had run away from home at 16 years of age, (she was gone for almost a year), and the concerns that had filled our minds not knowing where she was or who she was with. So I asked Sheldon to wait a moment, and I went back to the young girl on the street. I didn't have much money, but I bent over and handed her some bills that I did have. She looked at me and took the money but didn't say a word; neither did I.( I was speechless.) The look on her face said it all. There was a slight smile that tried to cover up the guilt and shame she felt, and her eyes spoke of much pain. I smiled, then turned and walked away. I felt frustrated for not saying anything. I told God, "I wanted to do more." Then He reminded me that when you give a cup of water to the least of these, you have done it unto me.

On the way back to the car, I said to Sheldon that I needed to do more. Sheldon understood. I didn't want to second-guess the Holy Spirit's leading, or whether this person deserved my help or not. She was still a child of God. (Maybe rebellion had led the young girl to where she was; it would be easy to make that kind of assumption. But even if it were true, was it really any different from many people who sit in churches— choosing to compromise the Word of God.)

As we drove back home, I asked Sheldon if he was feeling any better. He replied that he tried not to go by his feelings, but to do God's will. Sheldon was right. Even though my emotions had only deepened, seeing the lost and seeing my own inadequacies, I realized that I too must also walk in trust and obedience. I realized that if it were not for the grace of God, I could be the one living on the streets.

I too am poor in spirit and totally dependent on Jesus. I am thankful for God's many blessings, but also grateful for the season of tears. The book of Ecclesiastes tells us that there is a season for everything, including a time for weeping and a time for mourning. Yet that is not the end of the matter. Psalm 126 tells us that those who sow in tears, shall also reap in joy. I feel as though I need to do more to help people, but all in God's timing.

The Lost Commandment

"When you have a luncheon or a dinner, do not invite your friends or a brother or your relatives or rich neighbors, otherwise they may also invite you in return and that would be your repayment. But when you give a reception, invite the poor, the crippled, the lame, and the blind, and you will be blessed, since they do not have the means to repay you; for you will be repaid at the resurrection of the righteous."

(Luke 14:12-14)

Here is a saying from Jesus, to the host ( a leader of the Pharisees) who had invited Him on a Sabbath, to eat bread (have a meal). In all the years I've gone to church, I can not recall hearing a sermon preached from this passage of scripture. Why? Jesus says so much here and yet ministers and Christians for the most part have chosen to ignore this passage of scripture. Why? I think the answer is obvious, because it goes against all our basic cultural nature. A few old saying, "bird of a feather flock together," and "tit for tat" and "you scratch my back and I'll scratch yours," all depict human nature. Jesus knew that, but it is not to be the standard in His Kingdom. We are to be living by Christ's nature. The Kingdom of Heaven is all about agape love; compassion for the poor and needy, obedience to His word, plus sowing and reaping. Jesus was not making a suggestion, "if" but a command "when." So next time, let us really show His love; need I say more.

Exaltation

"The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to preach the good news to the poor."

"He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom to captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor and the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort all who mourn, and provide for those who grieve in Zion— to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of gladness instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair."

"They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the Lord, that He may be glorified."

Isaiah 61: 1-3

This is the mandate for all of God's sons and daughters who walk in His humility.

Last Letter

"I'm part of the fellowship of the unashamed. I have the Holy Spirit power. The dye has been cast. I have stepped over the line. The decision has been made -- I'm a disciple of his. I won't look back, let up, slow down, back away, or be still. My past is redeemed, my present sense, my future is secured. I'm finished and done with low living, sight walking, smooth knees, cheap giving, and dwarfed goals.

I no longer need preeminence, prosperity, position, promotion, plaudits, or popularity. I don't have to be right, first, tops, recognized, praised, regarded or rewarded. I now live by faith, lean in his presence, walk by patience, am uplifted by prayer, and I labor with power.

My face is set, my gait is fast, my goal is heaven, my way rough, my companions are few, my Guide reliable, my mission clear. I cannot be bought, compromised, detoured, or delayed. I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice, hesitate in the presence of the enemy, pander at the pool of popularity, or meander in the maze of mediocrity.

I won't give up, shut up, let up, until I have stayed up,, stored up, prayed up, paid up, preached up for the cause of Christ. I'm am a disciple of Jesus. I must go till he comes, give till I drop, preach till all know, and work till he stops me. And, when he comes for his own, he will have no problem recognizing me... my banner will be clear."

This letter was written by a young pastor in Zimbabwe, Africa. It was found in his office, after he had been martyred for his faith. A copy was given to Brannan Manning.

Christ Lives in Me

"I Have been crucified with Christ; and it is no longer I who lives but Christ live in me; and the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself up for me." ( Galations 2:20)

"One of the most incredible things in life is that God uses fragile people to accomplish His will."

Brennan Manning

Halloween - Trick or Treat

The end of this week, millions of Americans will be celebrating Halloween, the 31 of October. It would seem that the commercial and product industries have built this one day event to compete with the Christmas season, with Thanksgiving sandwiched in between. Starting weeks ahead, stores are decorated, shelves filled with bags of assorted candy, costumes (everything imaginable) and merchandise all related to Halloween. You can even decorate your yard and house with lights, characters (creatures) and fixtures in the traditional colors; black and orange. However, Halloween and Christmas are not really arch rivals, they are in competition together, to get more of your mind and your dollars. They are about the deception of evil, and the ignorance of many people in society.

Traditions have always had a powerful influence on cultures around the world, both good and bad. Since the beginning of time, Satan and man have conspired to influence people to band together for "good," rather than submit to the ways of God. The first city and tower were built as a means of self protection, (rather than trusting in God's protection). To celebrate mans accomplishments or beliefs, he established special days to honor himself or his creations (his gods). These repeated honors became traditions, the inspiration of men by the influence of Satan, for the sole purpose of destroying God's plans and His creation. Satan starts first in the mind, by giving a person a thought or an idea. Then these thoughts are transformed into acts that seemed very innocent at first (a little bad or good) depending on your frame of mind. The subtlety of Satan's words to Eve," did God really say," (implying that you can do better) has lured all of us at times, down through the ages, to do things we should not do. The fallen nature of man tends to follow others rather than God, and so "the mass" of people, have been a powerful force ever since the beginning. Going against those traditions is unthinkable, for most people, including most Christians.

Halloween, was and still is an evening pagan festival, to celebrate the "high day" of Satan, ( Hallowed evening) with rituals of animal and even human sacrifices. It is also tied to death, demons, devils, ghost, curses, black magic, skeletons and witchcraft and their potion pots. The demonic realm is real and is always active (especially at night and on Halloween) even in casual parties, mischief activities, and satanic rituals. These evil spirits are seeking to steal the soul of men, to please their "god of darkness," Satan.

But over the century, though religious influences, Halloween has also become an elaborate festival geared mostly for young children. Adults have offered special events and activities using candy, games, haunted houses, horror stories and scary movies to feed on their innocent minds. It's become a unique way for children to play pranks, go to parties and extort candy from door to door. Many think it's cute, "trick-or-treat," and have gone along with it.

However, in the past decade or so, there are more adults getting involved. MSN Business Reports  2009, states that Americans will spend almost 5 billion dollars and over half of that will be spent by adults on high-quality costumes and accessories to go parties, night clubs, bars and restaurants as " their way of escape." More retail businesses and sales people are also getting into the act by decorating and dressing up at their place of businesses, after all, why should kids have all the fun. For some kids and adults, its an excuse to be bad one day a year, either by throwing eggs or pumpkins, or stealing and much worst. All of this done in a childish and colorful or ugly sort of way, wearing masks, pretending to be something they're not. Despite it's cuteness and fun, the spirits behind Halloween are not cute but, demonic "leaches and cling ons" that will destroy lives over the years. The inspiration and the originator, satan, still goes around 24/7, masquerading as a "angel of light." His agenda is "to steal, kill, and destroy." The saddest part of all this is that there are many Christians, who are naive and still do not fully understand all the dangers associated with Halloween.

Fifty some years ago, I remember trick or treating, and bringing home bags of candy. But when I got older my brother and I went to our church parties, that had "haunted rooms" in the basement. My mother played the role of a witch, (with mask) and her cauldron brewing pot for several years. Later on, religious books on witchcraft and satanism started to have a influence on churches celebrating Halloween and things changed for a while. Even the general public became concerned about Halloween, because of the increasing danger, from "sick minds," regarding the safety of their children, the candy, and other things children were given.

Traditions are hard to break and the pier pressure of the world was more than many church could handle. As churches tried to grow and accommodate their flocks, so there were many members who were still jealous of the world's traditions, but fearful of the dangers for their children. They wanted an alternative and so the ministers obliged, by having parties at the church the same night. Some also saw it's potential as an outreach ministry for reaching other families for Christ through their kids, this would be OK, if they follow through with sharing Jesus and hopefully telling the truth about Halloween. But other just use it as an alternative, (shame on them). To try to make their Halloween parties more "spiritual," many of them change the name to such things as Noah' Ark Party, where you can dress-up as animals, or Bible Party, or Harvest Festival, with biblical characters costumes, and even Candy Festival. ( Is it really a wonder, why more kids are sick in the winter, with all the sugar they eat.) Some have even tried to move it to the next day and you will even find it on some calendars, as All Saints Day. Religious minds are very creative, believing they are still pleasing God.

Nothing could be further from the truth. God warn the children of Israel repeatedly against making gods, serving other gods or the practises of other nations and the dangers. (Ex.23:24,32,33 and Deut.12:30-32) Even in the New Testament we are warn, "Do not be unequally yoked together with unbeliever. For what fellowship has righteousness with lawlessness? And what communion has light with darkness. (II Cor 6:14). King Saul was rebuked, when he tried to spare the sheep, to offer as a sacrifice to the Lord. (what do ministers think all these examples and scripture were given for). The practice of substitution for obedience (name changes are substitutions) was never acceptable to God; but it still continue to thrive in many churches and organized religion, because substitution (compromise) is the heart of organized religion. Everyday belongs to the Lord and we should love only Jesus and celebrate only his Holy days, not the worlds or their religious festivals or holidays.

Churches and individuals need to repent for their blindness, compromise and lust for the world and it's religious festivals. They need to honest and tell adults and their children the truth about Halloween and the need to honor and obey God. There is no reason to be jealous unless that is where our heart really is. Don't be deceived, those activities can not only poison our mind, body and spirit but our future children also. Many serious health issues have occurred in people because of touching or associating with demonic articles and activity. The Bible states that,"My people are destroyed for the lack of knowledge."( Hosea 4:6). Our mind can become open doors, to the demonic spirits tied to these type of festivals, even by association if we are not careful and covered by the Blood of the Lamb. The Bible warns us not to even bring any of those kind of things (unclean) into your home, that are tied to pagan worship , festivals and holidays.

"You shall burn the carved images (my notes:this includes pictures, displays, costumes and decorations) of their gods with fire; nor shall covet the silver or the gold that is on them, nor take it for yourselves lest you be snared by it; for it is an abomination to the Lord. Nor shall you bring an abomination into your house, lest you be doomed to destruction like it. You shall utterly detest it and utterly abhor it, for it is an accursed thing." (Deut. 7:25-26).

" Any object that is made for the use in Satan's service is cursed and cannot be cleansed. They must be destroyed. Examples of these are idols, statues of demons gods, and jewelry with occultic symbols. About half of all the souvenirs found in any shop around the world are cursed objects. Why? Because often they are articles pertaining to the local culture which usually involves demon worship." Unbroken Curses, by Rebecca Brown M.D. and Daniel Yoder

We must protect our mind and our children from demonic influences. Pray about it and ask God where you have yielded to demonic influence and what to do if invited to a Halloween party. If God says, "go" then proceed in his authority. But if He says, "don't go" then say, "no thank you." You can explain, if they want to know more. But don't be surprised, if they think you're being silly. (After all, most people think, it's just pretending.) You can also use it as an opportunity to tell them about Jesus and His Kingdom of love.

Jesus said to the pharisees," Why do you yourselves transgress the commandment of God for the sake of your traditions."( Math.15:3).

"And do not be conformed to this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what the will of God is..." (Rom.12:2)

The Skull

"You will remember that the location where Jesus was crucified was called "Golgotha," which meant " the place of the skull." If we will be effective in spiritual warfare, the first field of conflict where we must learn warfare is the battleground of the mind; i.e., "the place of the skull." For the territory of the uncrucified thought-life is the beachhead of satanic assault in our lives. To defeat the devil, we must be crucified in the place of the skull. We must be renewed in the spirit of our minds!"

Francis Frangipane, The Three Battlegrounds

Lets Make a Deal

The game show, Let's Make a Deal, is a show that features special prizes that the host offers, prizes that are hidden behind certain doors and curtains. A contestant makes an agreement with the host not knowing what is hidden behind the door or curtain. Sometimes the prize is good and other times not so good. It's been the longest running TV show in history. But the concept has been on going on since the dawn of time.

The "Game of Life" began in the Garden of Eden. God offered Adam a choice between two doors (two options). The first door was the Tree of Life, and the second door was the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. Each possessed a prize (consequence) that Adam didn't yet know about. Adam chose the wrong door. And the Game of Life has continued ever since. And so have the prizes (blessings) and the consequences (curses).

In the book of Joshua, God gave the children of Israel a choice: "...choose you this day whom ye will serve..." (Joshua 24:15 KJV). The prizes were Life and Blessings or Death and Curses. The Israelites often chose the wrong door, over and over. They kept trying to make deals with Almighty God, all the while falling away from His original intent. When they did choose correctly, they prospered and flourished. But as time would proceed they would fail again to keep their side of the deal.

Not a lot had changed since then. Fourteen hundred years later, Jesus graciously gave man another opportunity to choose. Here, Jesus represented the host and His promises are the prizes. The offer He gives mankind is incredible: You give me your messy, sick, lonely, and broken lives, and I'll give you my whole, healthy and prosperous life; all I ask is that you simply love Me with all your heart and others as yourself. Essentially, if you will deny yourself interests, take up your cross and follow me (doing as I do, speaking my words), then I will bless you and give you authority over everything on earth, with the bonus of eternal Life with me. Wow, that's an incredible deal,(covenant). Through out history there were those who diligently strove to abide in the covenant of Life and Blessings while many others just wanted to rewrite the rules to suit themselves.

Today, almost 2000 years after Jesus' offer, many of us are still trying to negotiate our way out of the original deal with Jesus; especially, when thing don't go the way we want or think they should. Why is it that we seem unable trust in His complete knowledge of all things, His great power and unceasing love to accomplish His will for each of us? Do we really think that we know better than Him? Is the promised deal of God, still not good enough?

When it come to an either or situation, many of us still want our cake and ice cream too. Yes, we meant to give God our all when we took Him up on His offer. But when the excitement of the honeymoon wore off of our new relationship, and the communication didn't always connect, many of us started to interpret what we thought He really meant and the cost involved. We begin looking for advice from others and used them as examples to follow, especially if they been a Christian longer. After all they should know more, besides God loves us anyway, just the way we are and He set us free from sins. He won't mind if we make a few changes along the way. We to often assume that since He says nothing, and no lighting bolts have struck us down, it must be OK. However, God is very patient and loving toward us, but he doesn't think the way we do. Nor has he changed his mind or His Word. To think or believe that He accepts our excuses or our double-mindedness to the deal we agreed upon is foolish. Or, were we only kidding at the start?

Here's a list of some of the deals we've tried to negotiate with God (after our original deal was made).

1) I know, I agreed to give you everything, but, now that I think about it — that's not realistic — I'll give whatever I can spare— OK?

2) I also agreed to love You with all my heart, but how does that work with all my other obligations, I still love You—most of the time.

3) I know, I should forgive as You forgave me, but its not that easy; not to mention the part about blessing them too!

5) I know your Word commands me to take up my cross and follow you, but ...I've got a busy life. I have kids to get to soccer practice; hair appointment; favorite TV shows; vacation—I'll try harder to work you in.

6) I believe, "the Lord is my Shepard, I shall not want...He leads me...and I will fear no evil for you are with me". Yeah, yeah, but I still need to look out for myself too—don't I?

7) I know you are my healer, but is it OK to see the doctor, if I don't feel better in the morning?

8) I know I committed to your Lordship, yet don't I have the right to choose who and when I get married and when and how many children we will have, and where I will live and how I will make my living and, and, and....?

9) Sorry, I'm busy! I'll get to it later...tomorrow...someday?

10) Not now, I'm tired!

The list could go on and on... But, the point I'm making, is that every time we make an excuse or take back our rights, we're trying to negotiating a new deal with God. These excuses can become little idols, and demanding our "rights" is nothing more than rebellion. Yet, this is not what we agreed to when we first asked Jesus into our hearts and lives. Sometimes we sing to God, songs like,"I surrender all...all to Jesus I freely give." But is that just lip service? God's word tells us that we are to have no idols before Him or after Him (physical ones or mental ones). Everything and everyone will find it's proper place afterward. We are to love Him with all our heart, mind, and with all our strength; and that hasn't changed. The Bible tells us, we are to consider the cost before we make decisions.(II Sam. 24:24 and Luke 14:26-35). Apostle Paul said, that he kept his desires in subjection daily. This cost is often not emphasised enough in the message or deal offered from the pulpits today. When we chose God's way it will cost us because we have chosen to die to our old ways and desires; and now we've chosen to trust and obey Him completely. As a result of that choice, we won't need to make another deal because, the first one was sealed with His blood. I trust you'll find this to be true.

True Worship

Worship is being in love with the Heavenly Father; waiting on Him, being led by His Spirit, and sharing in his passion. His praise is always on our lips. Your desire is to hear His voice whispered in your ear; to feel His heart beating with yours, to breath His breath, and to experience His joy. Worship is complete trust in His Word and promises, whether written or spoken. Worship is when you help or forgive others from your heart, to wash the feet of the wounded or heal the broken hearted. Worship is when you give a cup of cool water to a parched soul, or bless those who curse you. Worship is willing to sacrifice your life daily for others; it's when nothing else matters except knowing Him; it's forsaking the things of this world and speaking His words to create a new heaven and earth... Worshipers wait, listen and obey.

"Obedience is the purest form of worship."

Sheldon David

"Worship is the summit of the church's life, the fount of all ministry, the shared solidarity in community that makes fidelity to Jesus possible. Worship, is an expression of the discipline of the secret, it is not dilettantes seeking entertainment."

Brennan Manning

"Worship is only for small groups of clearly committed Christians who comprise an intense community on the basis of their common, intense loyalty to Christ."

Larry Rasmussen

In the days ahead, I believe, worship in every genre, from music to our actions, will be thrust into another dimension. A dimension in which we have never seen before. We should be open to however the breath of God's Spirit takes us. "Nothing is impossible with God." As the Bible clearly states, from Psalms to Revelations, the heavens and the earth are and will one day be filled with His praise and glory, as it is in Heaven.

Worship Focus

Abel worshiped God...

Cain worshiped what he gave.

God created church life to worship Him...

Man made religion to worship what he made.

Worship is an expression of agape love...

Religion seek to steal, kill and destroy true worship.

Just For Laughs

Conversion vs Aversion

"The biblical word for conversion is metanoia meaning a radical transformation of our inner self. We discover that a personal relational with Jesus Christ can no longer be contained in a code of do's and don'ts. It becomes, as Jeremiah wrote, a covenant written in the fleshy tablets of the heart and inscribed in the depths of our being. Conversion opens us to to a new agenda, new priorities, a different hierarchy of values. It stretches us from professing Jesus as Savior to confessing him as Lord, from a mindless accommodation of our faith in our culture to a live faith in the consuming truth of the Gospel. It 'turpentines our imagination, electrifies our brain with the lightnin' of the Word, fills us plumb full of the dynamite of his glory, and anoints us all over with the kerosene of salvation and sets us on fire."'

"The opposite of conversion is aversion. The other side of metanoia is paranoia. Paranoia is usually understood in psychological terms. It is characterized by fear, suspicion, and flight from reality. Paranoia usually results in elaborate illusions and self-deception. In the biblical context paranoia implies more than emotional or mental imbalance. It refers to an attitude of being, a stance of the heart. Spiritual paranoia is a flight from God and our true selves. It is an attempt to escape from personal responsibility. It is the tendency to avoid the cost of discipleship and to seek an escape route from the demands of the gospel. Paranoia of the spirit is an attempt to deny the reality of Jesus in such a way that we rationalize our behavior and choose our own way.'"

"Each of us lives in the tension between metanoia and paranoia. We walk a narrow ridge between fidelity and betrayal. None of us is immune to the seduction of counterfeit discipleship. A watered-down gospel would allow us to have the best of both worlds, a life of gilded mediocrity where we carefully distribute ourselves between the flesh and spirit with a watchful eye on both. The gospel of cheap grace dilutes faith into a lukewarm mix of the Bible, nationalism, and compromise—a spirituality that bears no resemblance to the paschal mystery of the death and resurrection of Jesus."

"Conversion opens us to a new agenda, new priorities... from professing Jesus as Savior to confessing him as Lord. From being lead by the flesh to being led by the Spirit."

Brennan Manning, The Signature of Jesus

Unity

In the days ahead, " We will see church unity like never before, when combined with deeper unity with Christ and individual believers, the world cannot help but believe."

" The Lord is not just looking to bring unity between churches. He is looking to bring unity between the church of the ages."

" Unity does not mean slowing down down for other to catch up. Many forerunner ministries think they have to back away from the "edgier" things God is doing, in order to preserve unity. This is not true. If we set high standards, others will follow. God wants us all to run full throttle into the calling He has released into our lives."

"However unity does not criticize those who do not run as fast as I do, or those who do not meet my standards. Unity respects every believer where he or she is, and trust God to lead them without judgement. Unity also is receptive to the gifting and ministry of others who are different from us. Unity does not require conformity of style or function. It requires perspective change, in which we value a brother with the eternal worth of Christ that has been placed upon them. Unity is achieved only through love for one another. Unity is not the ultimate goal. Love is the goal. Unity is just the fruit of love. We may completely despise one another's calling, function, and ministry tactics, but if we have love for each other anyway, we can still achieve unity. We must learn to prefer one another, despite our differences. Consider how how Abraham preferred Lot. There was no competition or selfish ambition in Abraham. He let Lot choose the choices, fattest portion of the land without the slightest argument. And God blessed him with an eternal covenant, giving him spiritual land and blessing that far outweighed Lot's acreage."

"Most divisions come through envy over one another's gifts, blessing, callings. And this is rooted in a slavery mentality. It is a form of spiritual poverty,... We become jealous when He favors someone else."

"We need to be creative and blaze new trails. Envy and jostling for position only breeds copycats, look-alike, and drones. True unity is found in diversity."

"The tribes of Israel were different, but still, they each word together to help one another take their inheritance. The 'unity of the faith' is not uniformity, but it does pack exponential power that no one man or ministry could accomplish alone."

John Crowder, The New Mystics

Why Denominations?

Have you ever asked yourself, why you do certain things in church? Or, why they do this or that? We often take a lot for granted or assume that it's just the way it is because somebody else knows better than us.

How did you get started in going to church? For me, like many others, we were raised in church from the day we were born. Others were invited by a friend or came out of curiosity. Still others were drawn by a need or conviction. Today is a little different, not as many are raised in church, some just don't like organized church but still love God, and others are just rebellious. Why?

Like all children, we learn by hearing and observation. Some of us moved a lot and whenever we moved our parents took us to the church that fit their liking. When we got married we did the same with our kids. When we went to church, we were taught many things, some what to do's and lots of what not to do's and we believed them, because we didn't know any different. We also believed them for the most part, because we thought they, ministers and teachers, knew God and the Bible better or longer than we did. We were basically all taught to believe and worship the same way, regardless of age. After all, most ministers have gone to Bible college and/or seminary where they where taught about God. Then they would teach us, because they had more experience. Right?

Today it's not much different, we're still usually taught by someone. There are televangelist on 24/7 on several TV channels and churches of all sizes on every other block it seems. So many different religions and denominations around the world today, each claiming that what they believe and teach is true. The book you believe in, determined your 'faith' or religious affiliation. For the Christian, that book is the Bible, and there are thousands of books that have been written in support of the Bible. From our personal conviction or belief, we believe the Bible is the Word of God and the teachings of Jesus Christ. Our convictions are based on what we call a,"born again" experience. Yet, even within our own 'camp' there is division; each choosing a different doctrine they support more strongly than others. Why?

Do you realize that there are over 9,000 different Christian affiliated denominations and each was started by a man with a different opinion. (That's crazy, have Christians gone nuts? What happened to unity?) Each denomination became an organization, controlled by men who loved God. Each grew because of people's preferences, and even within each denomination there are people who don't agree on certain issues. So now we have basically built churches that separate us from our brothers and sisters in Christ because of our different tastes in theology and doctrine. Why?

All of these church organizations within Christianity claim to be Bible based. They all believe Jesus died for our sins, that we should love God and others. But after that, what they say and do seems to get a little blurry. God's Word says , "if you love me, you will keep My commandments." (John 14:15). Jesus taught us, that we were to be one and we were to love our neighbor as our self. But somewhere along the way man thought he could improve on the Truth by separation, organization and building structures to contain people and those beliefs. Christianity is a man-made religion, the 'mother' of all denominations. Do we really understand that? Jesus taught that we are in the world, but not to be part of it (world systems, including organized religion are Babylon). The apostle Paul rebuked the early church and Peter for trying to do this very thing (I Cor. 1:10-13, 3:1-11) and (Gal.2: 11-14). We are not to go along with the flow, the broad road that leads to destruction. Yet most Christians and ministers seem to have chosen to overlook those verses because the denominational leaders have.

Denominations are an offense to God, they are not a reflection of His heart, in any form. There are also other verses that people seem to disregard, preferring their own beliefs and what they feel more comfortable with rather than doing what the Bible says. I have also learned not take everything that is said and done from the pulpit or in organized church, as truth. Many ministers should be repenting and pointing their flocks back to Jesus Christ and how He live his life. They should be freeing their flocks from the bondage of religious thinking and encouraging them to worship God and be led, every moment of every day, by the Holy Spirit that is within us. Unfortunately, what many preach and administrate in organized churches reflects a lot of creative thinking, of which I have a hard time finding in my Bible. I love all of God's people and I know the pastors mean well, many are simply following blindly down a well rutted path they have been taught.

Today, more than ever we need to be praying for our pastors, ministers, leaders and ourselves that we all should be spending more time waiting on, listening to and obeying God's heart. We need to be asking Him to open our eyes to the truth and the deception that we have yielded to. I want to believe that all people want to know the truth, so I encourage you to ask yourself, is what you see in yourself, your home, and your church truly reflecting what Jesus and His Apostles taught and did? I realize that most of us got caught in this system of religion out of ignorance but we still need to repent, as I did, from Christianity. We need to ask God what to do, then do it; even if it cost us our pride or money. It took over 1600 years for the religion of Christianity to become what it is, and it is not about to change over night, if ever. Many Christian ministers and laymen within the organization will be reluctant to give up their religious pay check or admit their business, concepts and practices are wrong. Obedience does have a price. But, God is forgiving and patient with willing and seeking hearts.

The Kingdom of God will be established, and things are going to change soon, one heart at a time by the love, power and authority of the Father. And in His Kingdom there is no division, just one Body and Jesus is the Head. We can come up with all kinds of excuses for hanging on to the past and not change. But, do we really want to miss out on seeing God's dreams and plans for us fulfilled. If we seek Him with all our heart, we will learn and know the truth, and we will be happier. Plus, God will also be pleased and say, "well done my good and servant". I for one, do not think the Gospel of Jesus Christ should be changed after 2000 years. After all, "Jesus is the same yesterday, today and forever." Don't you agree?

Note: The fact that there are over 9,000 denominations is no surprise to God. He has allow it, so that organized religion would remain weak; (each has some truth, some more that others.) Then, His church, which is set apart unto Him, will rise up in the last days, to its rightful position, in His power and authority. The love of the Heavenly Father will be revealed through His sons and daughters, the Bride of Christ, to establish His kingdom on earth. Just as the tower of Babel was brought down and the people were dispersed because of different languages. So all man-made religions and denominations, have been dispersed so that their towers of organization will fall.

The Journey

"The movement from Haran to Canaan is the journey across the chasm. We have pass definitively beyond beliefs to faith. Yes, we are called to believe in Jesus. But our belief summons us to something greater, to faith in him. Faith that will force us to sink into consciousness of Jesus, to embrace a lifestyle of prayer, unselfishness, goodness and involvement in building the new heaven and the new earth."

"When God called Abraham to abandon the security of the world familiar to him, he also asked him to forsake his polytheistic religious beliefs. All his previous concepts of God faded away. The same process is necessary in the Christian commitment. When we encounter the God revealed by and in Jesus Christ, we have to revise all our previous thinking about God. Jesus, as the revealer of the Godhead, defines God as love. In light of this revelation, we have to abandon the cankerous, worm-eaten structure of legalism, moralism, and perfectionism that corrupts the Good News into an ethical code rather than a love affair."

"So many Christians I know stop at Jesus. They remain on the Way without going where the Way leads them--to the Father. They just want to be brothers and sisters without being son and daughters."

Brennan Manning, The Signature of Jesus

Time

Many years ago, I had a dream of Sheldon David that I have never forgotten. In the dream he was hanging all kinds of clocks on the walls of his room. Each clock showed a different time on it. I asked him, why? He casually replied, " time spent with God is never wasted time."--end of dream. What he said, back then, has been the principle he has lived. It is one we should all remember and put into action.