Chile

 It has been a long time since I posted a blog. I'm in the country of Chile and expecting God to do wonderful things. I'm seeing lives changed, healed and restored by the love and grace of God. His kingdom is being establised on earth as it is in heaven, through His sons and daughters, to the glory of God.

Give thanks to the Lord for He is good, let praise always be on your lips and forgiveness in your heart for all those who have hurt you and for those who are lost and need to know the truth, Jesus Christ himself.

"T" stands for trust and truth, both are found in Christ. so as you reads this post. I want you to know, God is also faithful, loves you more than you can imagine, and will always keep His promises and word. What he say will come forth in power and glory and in His time not ours, and it is always perfect.. His know your past, your present, and your future. You can trust Him with your life, your health and finances. He is your Father and best friend and He will never leave you. Even when you feel alone, you are not. Just call out to Him, by faith, and He will listen and  meet you in every situation. But you also have to be patient, He want to see if you really trust Him, most people give up to soon and miss out because of it.

I know this is all true, In all my 73 years God has never failed me or left me. Even though there were times I thought and felt he had, but it was my own fears that had cause me to doubt His word and love.

This past year I have done very little ministry, mostly waiting on God and living within His rest. But it has been very challenging, because I am so use to being busy doing something constructive. Men like to see something they accomplished, and that goes for me too. I wanted to go back to Mexico, but everything seem to be stopping me. First the phenomena, then the virus and the lock downs, then the fires on the west coast, then more virus  lockdowns on the west coast

I felt I was to prepare my van to be ready to go and when I did I found the $2,300 I thought I had lost a year ago, but then my van wouldn't start--another delay. I finally had it towed, and fixed and it only cost $200. But then the 2020 election and more virus lock down. So much waiting and disappointments I wondered if I would every leave Washington. The biggest disappointment came with the final results of the election. We all thought Trump would win a second term, especially according to prophecies spoken by several prophets.

It looks like I may never go back to Mexico, because of the immigration issue, and maybe it best, so now I'm looking at shipping my van to Chile in the Spring where English is spoken as a second language in that country.  

As I look back, I realize that God wanted me to have a place and roof over my head while I waiting on God's timing. I was glad I still had a good relationship with my ex-wife and able to stay in her house, and I was able to help her with a number of projects around the house and yard. plus cook our meals while she worked full time.

However, this past month, I began to questioned over and over in my mind and even spoke them out loud, the things that God had said to me, about my life and how He was going to bless America and world. And when they would ever come to pass, I had become very discouraged. 

Then one night I had a dream, and in that dream there was a man who had changed his word on a price he had agreed to sell me a stereo amplifier. I said to the man, you gave your word, but he didn't want to stick to it. I realized it was just a stereo, but I still became angry, because he did keep his word. And then I woke up -- end of dream. But I was still feeling angry, and I spoke out loud, "why am I so angry God"... And then He said , " it's because you feel I have not kept my word." Wow, it was true, I repented and said I was sorry for not trusting what you have said. 

The Bible  say "His ways our not our ways, nor our our thoughts." We often think we've got God all figured out, when we really don't. He is loving and faithful no matter what we think. "Neither would His words return void." We just have to wait and trust.

A Rocky Start

LaManga, Mexico, a small fishing village with many friend of mine.

On January 27^th I left my home in Washington to begin my third trip to Mexico and an adventure with God. Often when there is a call on our life there is a price and a cross, sometimes daily. When we decide to follow Jesus and make Him the first he may requires us to leave everything. Even our hopes and dreams. Jesus Christ is my only goal, destiny, and inheritance, and I will follow and obey Him alone.

This last month I left my ex-wife, Roberta. This was a vary hard thing to do. However, we left under the very best of terms, and we both still love each other, very much. Roberta is still helping me with getting my renewed driver license that would expire in a few months and tags for June for my van, mail to Nogales, Az. where I am waiting to cross the border into Mexico. This will help me avoid future problems there. She was also planning  on sending me some of her great homemade fudge and a pair of jeans I forgot. I will miss her very much.

I then spent a few days with Sheldon and Jason in Vancouver before heading further south, but on the morning I was to leave, my van would not start. My van, with everything in it, had to be towed to a mechanic's shop close by that was able to get to it right away. After four hours and a bill of about $700, which I paid in cash from a roll bills I kept in my left pocket I was able to drive it again. A couple days later I was still waring the same jeans and I had put my cell phone in the same pocket with the cash. That night while driving, I decide to pull out my phone to check the time because the clock on the van was not set for the right time. I had difficulty getting the phone out with the money still in that pocket, but I finally got the phone out. I then left the phone setting on the console. The falling night as a laid in the van bed, I thought about that cash and put it in a better place. The next morning, I remembered to check my jeans, but the money was gone. I searched everywhere, but could not find the roll of money I had plan to give to the poor in Mexico. $2,300, I still had more in bank accounts, but the cash was gone. It may have fallen to the floor board by the driver's door and then on to the ground when I opened the door the get out , or I may still find it in some other place where it could have fallen out when I took off my pants. I just don't know where at this time, but God does.

Why God? I have had a lot of time to think about this question and have got no answer, and I am trying not to waste more time thinking about it. Just let it go, after all it's God's money too, right! And I believe there is no such thing as accidents. The most important thing is my relationship with Him, not money even if it was for the poor. God know everything that is happening, and going to happen. His covenant with Abraham is to bless me also. As Sheldon reminded me the day before I left him, is that it is God's intention to bless us everyday and the same for next month, and next year, and to the last day of our life on earth. There is no fault or blame in His love relation, only guilt, blame and shame when we choose to believe the lies of satan or others say different than what He thinks of us and who we are in Christ . My true relationship and how He sees me, (0ne with Him). This will benefit others and myself more that any amount of money or things of this world. And maybe there is someone who will still find the cash who needed the money in ways not known to me. God is be blessing them too.

Now the last thing I will share for now on this “rocky start” is I just realized the fan one the van has quit working, and last night the temperature was 32 degrees outside when I went to bed and 20 degrees by morning. I slept curled up in a ball with socks and long johns, because I could not get the bottom half of the bag warm. With my head under cover of the sleeping bag two blankets and a quilt, but by morning the only thing on me was the sleeping bag. Boy, was I cold, but God still helped me get some sleep.

I am still waiting for mail to come and eating at McD's. I thought, that by next week I would be cross[ng the border and hopefully things will go smoother.

I was so wrong, aa few days later, I became so sick that I didn't eat for to days and I slept most of the time. I had not been sick in over five years, before this happened (it turned out that I had pneumonia). I then started to feel a little better and ate a little then took a walk, but then I got a call from Roberta and she told me that my license could not be sent, we decided it would be best for me to return home. This was crazy, all this way and then have to turn back. As I drove back north I started to feel a peace, but that was short lived, because when I stopped for gas in Tucson, I could not hear a word, my ears were plugged, I could hardly hear anyone talking,. It was a long ways back and I had alot of question on my mind, but no answers. 

I made a brief stop at Sheldon's, and he me some encouraging word written on two pieces of note paper. They basically said, "You will stop serving God, and live your life within Him--within His rest. It is not over." and on a second page he wrote, "You matter to Christ & God...not so mosh your service. The enemy lost his grip on Christ. Live within Christ. It is Not over." 

I have held on to those words for over a year and will continue to.

Lastly, and most important.

Life is about Jesus Christ, His kingdom and the relationship we share in Him, nothing else matter. Period! Jesus said, In this life you will have trouble and trials, but have no fear, for He has overcome this world. We must join Him, by faith, keeping our eyes off the problems and on Him alone. Their are no gilts or shame or flaws in Christ and we should see others the same, regardless of what we may think. This is how the Father see all His children, and we should do the same. And until we do were are still a work in progress, like everyone else.

A New Day and a New Year

A New Day,

God says, “My children are beginning to know the birth pangs of a New Day. I am the Day, declares the Lord. The gods of this age are reeling, loudly and tenaciously reeling. Because that DAY is close at hand: NIGHT IS FALLING!

A birthing is upon My people. The order to be born will not be the same as before. Many who were born is the past moves of God will be passed over in this great delivery. Many in the old order will attempt to keep people following the traditional way, yet I have aborted that way, declares the Lord. The trust upon My new people is to reform the Church; this will be done through a seemingly rebellious nature that tears and shreds false covenants and mindsets. Yet these people are not rebellious; they are holy. They will not TRY to convert everyone to their way, yet they do have a solidly stated and heartfelt passion to be faithful to their Lord. In this passion they will disregard the prized teachings of many prestigious ministers, becoming a new path to follow. This order will appear to be the enemy of the Church, but will be My friend and ally whom I have anointed to tear down worldliness in My House. Their mission will continue until Jesus Christ is seen as Priest and King within His Church."—sheldon david

Knowing how the Titanic sank or why has been open for discussion for years, but the real reason for the tragedy was because of man's pride. Even the very actions of the captain leading up to and after the "accident" were marred with pride. Mankind has always sought to build something to elevate himself, starting with Nimrod, his family and friends. They said, "Come, let us build ourselves a city, with a tower that reaches to the heavens, so that we may make a name for ourselves and not be scattered over the face of the whole earth." (Gen. 11:4) They make foolish and arrogant statements such as that or, "Not even God can sink this ship." And God just shakes His head and says, "Just watch me and see what I can do." Pharaoh also saw what God could do and yet men still continues to challenge God. Everything man has built will sooner or later come to an end, just as the Tower of Babel and the Titanic. But, we know that there is only one sure thing, and that is Jesus Christ and His Kingdom.

One night the Lord said, the Titanic sinking was a tragedy, but it was also a prophecy of an even greater event. In the Book of Revelation chapters 18 and 19, we read that God is going to bring down Mystery Babylon, the mother of Harlots, all the world systems, including man-made religions will come to an end. 

Such disasters are just warnings and prophesy that demonstrate what God allows to happen or initiates. Hopefully the next generation won't make the same mistakes. Many believe the Twin Towers at the World Trade Center on 9/11 was a warning or a wake-up call for America. It too was a prophecy and now man builds and even taller tower in their place. 

God will continue to deal with man's pride by shaken them, whether it by terrorist, wars, fires, floods, hurricanes earthquakes, or economic collapse. He will humble mankind in order to try and save him. God's does not want to destroy us. He loves us and desire to bless the whole earth the way it was meant to be from the very beginning of time.

Note: The following is an allegory I wrote years ago based on the Titanic tragedy, and I've reedited it.

The Good Ship Christianity

  There are many good men that have taken the helm of great ships but this one was the greatest one of them all. Many years of preparation, planning, designing, sweat and a lot of workers were involved in order to build this grand cruise ship named Miss Christianity, the pride of the fleet. The commander and staff of the corporation had declared and assured their supporters that this was the best. The passenger manifest showed all the experienced and well educated people that had been involved in creating this ship, as well as a long list of generous supporters. The ship featured many levels for their special guests; although everyone was assured that they were important. This ship was vaunted as the safest and the most comfortable of cruise ships in the world, one that not even the devil could sink. The designers and engineers had built in many safety features and escape plans, including their favorite "The Raptureus." Although it had never been tested; it had been hailed as the favorite by popular vote. Many books and movies had depicted it in theory, yet how it worked was anyone's guess; but everyone loved the idea anyway and it was considered foolproof.

Along with all of its safety features you could travel in the greatest of comfort, from small and simple berths to large and luxurious suites, while journeying to your next destination Heavenica, for the low price of only ten percent. Some thought that price was a bit high, but the promoters assured them that it would be well worth their money. After all, Heavenica was out of this world, its beauty was beyond description. A lot of promises were made on how this trip would change one's life. The only stipulations required for the trip were some do's and don'ts, taking an initiation pledge (and the plunge), and the promise to be "good" and to do "good" things. A few grumbled at first but eventually they gladly complied, because each passenger there was guaranteed that a mansion would be waiting for them upon arrival in Heavenica, and the guests would never have to work again. Plus, they were all assured before they got on board that this was the "trip of a lifetime," and nothing could stop them, not even the devil. So, with that understood, they proudly got in line, wearing their crosses and carrying all their old baggage on this maiden voyage to the promised land of Heavenica. Once on board, everyone settled in comfortably for the long voyage ahead of them.

As this grand ship left behind the "old life," everyone was excited about the cruise and the good things that would happen along the way. Some, mostly the older ones, couldn't wait to get to Heavenica with all its promises, a place where there were no more tears, sickness or sorrow. On board Miss Christianity, was found every form of entertainment you could think of, but mostly on Sundays.  There were programs and all sorts of classes, special guest speakers from around the world as well as entertainment for every age. Yet, most people were content to just sit and listen rather than get involved themselves. Religious and secular music of every style was played on a sound system 24/7 to the delight of everyone. But, as the voyage continued, some passengers began to get restless, edgy, cranky, and some were just bored; the trip was taking much longer than expected. Most of the guests, however; were in no real hurry to get to Heavenica because they were having so much fun with all the activities and the pleasures of eating on the cruise. And though they had encountered a few storms, they had come through each one with little inconvenience. The promoters would speak to them once or twice a week, giving advice, reassuring them that all was well and that everything was going according to plan. They encouraged the guests to be patient, after all, we are doing this for God, and it will be worth it, it's just a matter of time.

But something happened along the way—a night that no one would soon forget. It was a dark and starry night, with a full moon watching from an almost cloudless sky, when the unthinkable happened. Many passengers were sleeping, while others were dancing and drinking the night away on board Miss Christianity. The crew had become careless and overconfident as time passed. The watchmen were at their posts, drinking lattes and watching their favorite program, Right Behind, a mini-series without the cross. On his way to get a refill, one of the watchmen noticed an object protruding from the calm sea. He immediately called the Captain. What they saw horrified them. It looked like two giant hands jutting from the sea. The Captain issued orders to come about hard to starboard hoping to avoid a collision with the hand-like objects, but it was too late and they collided with the left hand causing it to slice into the port side of the good ship Miss Christianity. They had tried to avoid it but now their only hope lay in a quick prayer, hoping that the design they had put their trust in would be enough to save them. They had barely felt the impact, yet the frantic reports coming from down below, painted a much direr picture.

The hopes and dreams of these great men soon evaporated at the realization that they had miscalculated and the impossible had happened. The Captain was reluctant to admit it, but he had no choice than to warn the sleeping passengers and crew. At first most of the passengers were confused, even after the alarms had sounded. They thought perhaps it was a drill, for it couldn't possibly be happening (for the captain was known to a kidder at times, because he didn't take life all that seriously). He now had to tell them the truth that their unsinkable ship was indeed sinking. The guests started to complain that they had paid a lot of money for this cruise and what about all those promises and safety features? Yet reality was before them like a nightmare you can't awake from. They were going down and nothing could stop it. The promoters tried to encourage the worried crowd that there was still hope, reminding them to remain calm. But what he saw on many of their faces was bewilderment, disbelief and even anger. As the ship began to lean, the passenger's attitude quickly changed from complaining to panic! Survival instincts kicked in... And it was me first!

While they had embarked with a sense of unity and shared purpose they now were bent on saving themselves as they scrambled to get off the Miss Christianity any way they could. But to their horror, when they got to the main deck, they were informed that there were not enough life boats for everyone. Most of them would die. Who should be saved and how would they decide, was now the question. Some yelled, "I'm an important person," Others cried, "I'm too young to die" or "This can't be happening." Many just shouted in disbelief, "You promised, and I believed you." No response was given or heard from the Captain or crew as panic ensued.

Likened to the ship Titanic, the religion of Christianity is just another religious ship on the sea of life. And no man-made religious ship will ever survive the left hand of God's judgement no matter what anyone claims. Its demise is just a matter of time. There is only one ship any of us needs to be on and that is the one where Jesus alone is the helmsman, not man. It's important that we place our faith in Jesus' words and not on what other people say. We must keep our eyes on Him and not on the circumstances or problems of life. It is not our precepts, doctrines or traditions that will save us, but a personal and intimate relationship with the Captain of the Sea, Jesus Christ.

Divorce

 In the Old Testament it says, God hates divorce, but in the New Testament, Jesus said that He came to divide. Both start with "D". but the end results are totally different. And so the Lord has had me end my marriage of almost 43 years, so that I can serve Him with all my heart, 100% of the time.

For a long time, many, many years. I have been double minded, trying to please God and my wife and it as not been working very well and we have been very unhappy as a results of those efforts. I know many people will be hurt and not understand. But I do know God's heart and I must follow Him alone, for the rest of my life, to fully fulfill my real purpose and calling from Him, while I am still on this earth.

When we became Christians most of us promised to forsake everything, and now I have. Jesus Christ is my all and my everything, my life and inheritance. 

2019 The year of the Heavenly Father

The snow keeps coming and so does the blessings of our Heavenly Father and His judgments. This year will be like no other.Be willing to give up everything to enter the House of the Father. He wants to have full control of our lives in order to establish His Kingdom through His sons and daughters.

This is real Love

Wow! I just read this on the MSN news, and I wanted share to it with you and all God's children around the world. It is a quote that comes from a man who is Jew and a male nurse. Mr. Mahler reached out and helped Robert Bowers, a man who said, "All Jews must die," and then killed 11 Jews and wounded others, including three police officers at a synagogue in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania.

"Love. That's why I did it ... Love as an action is more powerful than words, and love in the face of evil gives others hope," Mahler wrote. "It demonstrates humanity. It reaffirms why we're all here. ... I could care less what Robert Bowers thinks, but you, the person reading this, love is the only message I wish instill in you. If my actions mean anything, love means everything." 

 Amen!

Back to Mexico

Last Monday morning I left for Mexico. I drove three straight days, twelve  hours each time to cover the eighteen hundred miles it took to reach San Carlos, Mexico. God protected me all the way, as well as provided good weather, as I interceded for the territory in which I was drove through and for my final destination. I loved it when I was here in Mexico last time for two years. I had many wonderful experiences and helped many as well as made some very special friends. 

Palir was one of them, who spoke English as well as Spanish and God used her to help me through a difficult time after my wallet was stolen and provides me with wi-fi and meals. This time she provided a place to stay, in an apartment above her art gallery. However, I will be staying here for only a month this time, before going back to the snow of Washington. While I am here I plan to sow financially and spiritually, into the lives and the future of Mexico. And see God kingdom established here. I will keep you posted on what happens and send some photos